To My Angel Baby
I never got to hold you, to smell your beautiful baby smell. I never got to hear your heartbeat or feel you move around inside of me. I never got to tell your sister and two brothers all about you or see you wriggle on a scan. I never got to give birth to you, hear your first cries and feel that overwhelming feeling of love.
I never experienced any of these things with you but you were so very loved. And still are. There will be no firsts with you my baby but all you ever had was love.
But you my angel baby are a part of me, forever in my heart. Mummy and Daddy had so many dreams for you and we couldn’t wait to welcome you into our crazy, loving, beautiful family. We couldn’t wait to be a family of 6 and add even more love and happiness to us.
But you my angel baby were taken from us too soon. I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you safe. I’m so sorry my body failed you. My heart hasn’t though and you are tucked deep within it forever.
Fly free my beautiful baby. One day I will be with you again and I will hold you and treasure you as only a Mummy can. Until then there will not be a day that goes past that you won’t be in my thoughts. You will always, always be a part of me.
I love you beautiful baby